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Ever Dissected a Rabbit?

Crazy rabbit who posts tf2, off and other games with a love of watership down and streaming movies and lps.
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Sep 14 '13

Update

Things have gotten even worse. I’ve been trying many things to get better. Each has made the situation even harder to bear. I don’t know how long I will still be alive but nothing is helping.

So if anyone cares, these may be my last months before I an unable to continue on living in constant pain and depression.

This isn’t just me having a bad time, it’s a massive chemical imbalance that causes me to be useless and to suffer. Even my attempt to get a part time job shows just how unstable I am. I will keep trying to get help but so far it’s either vague treatments that take years to even help or abuse as I am ignored, taken advantage of and even sexually assaulted.

Aug 27 '13

I went to my meeting but they said the person who I was supposed to see was not there. Though they had others free, my insurance only allowed me to see one, who was not there. They rescheduled me for next month. Now because of my situation, my only option to get any help fast to keep me from killing myself is to be locked and abused in a ward.

In order to try and recover, I treated myself to some food but I got food poisoning and was puking all day.

I sobbing all day and am still sobbing now thinking about all the friends I hurt because all I am now is an angry mess. No one even wants to deal with me any more with friends who gave me second chances simply blocking me as soon as I have a small relapse.

Please remember me as who I was. I was a good person, I think? I was nice and tried to help people. At least I think so. I wanted to be a good member of tumblr and cheer people up and support others. Remember me as that. Please.

Aug 26 '13

jinxess:

Alright guys. You’ve all read about the rescue I work at. Some of you have even been there and seen these guys in person.

We are in trouble.

Our landlord is selling the place. We’ve caught people sneaking in and snooping around. There are several serious buyers. The landlord is refusing to renew our contract, so as soon as he sells, we are out on the street with 40 horses.

We have another location we can put most of them, but that place needs a lot of work. We need all new fencing and we need land cleared and we need a lot of man power and money that we just don’t have.

Horses keep getting dumped on us. We aren’t able to adopt as many out as we used to. Many of our horses are old and sick and their working days are over. We are their last stop before moving to cross that big rainbow bridge.

You may have read about Cas, the horse in the 4th pic down, who we fought for for over 2 years,  who we spent around $800 on in the last week of his life just to end up putting him in the ground. We take these horses because no one else will.

We get most of our funding from giving lessons on horses that we have rehabbed and turned into great lesson horses. However, due to the really shitty weather Florida has been having, we have had to cancel lessons almost every day these last few weeks, and that means there is no money coming in. We have had to scrape by on our name and reputation alone, the feed stores giving us credit, allowing us to pay them back later. But with 40 horses, $100 in feed goes by in just a few days.

We have another location to move the horses to, but it needs a lot of work. It needs all new fencing and irrigation and we are basically starting completely over from the ground up. We are going to be trying to move a few horses at a time and hopefully be completely out before the place sells and we are forced out.

We need man power and we need money. If you are in the Jacksonville area of Florida and don’t mind getting muddy and want to help save horses, please email me or send me an ask and we would LOVE to have you out. I can give you a private riding lesson or take you out on a trail ride in exchange for your work. We are also looking for wood/fencing material donations as well.

If you are not in the area and would still like to help, please donate through the button on my page, and in the little subject thingy paypal gives, please write “FHRR” so it’s easier for me to separate it.

If you are far away AND broke PLEASE reblog this. We are running out of time.

Aug 26 '13
Oh jeez,Spy. I’m sorry.

Oh jeez,Spy. I’m sorry.

Aug 26 '13

afternoonranger:

transhumanisticpanspermia:

demonfox38:

I really wish TF2 had a single-player campaign, some days. It would go against everything the game was designed to have, but dammit. These characters have such personality and would have such interesting stories to play through…

the characters are ethnic stereotypes

*smooshes your cheeks together and whispers* yes it’s true they started out that way and that’s because the entire concept of tf2 is a stylized emulation of cold war era stereotypes but in the past several years the tf2verse has grown surprisingly extensive and the comics add quite a bit to who the mercs are and what makes them tick and it’s almost as if they’re multi-faceted characters with unique desires and abilities and interests that extend beyond their respectively assigned caricatures but you saw a french guy smoking a cigarette and decided to ruin a light-hearted post because no fun is allowed

Aug 26 '13

apilysai:

drunken-fangschrecke:

two quickly edited pictures from me in my Sniper Cosplay that were taken in the hotel, we stay in

pictures taken by TattiOsala

Edit by me

more will follow tomorrow when I’m home again

It’s my loadout ((and I forgot to put on my watch))

HUBBA HUBBA <3

(Source: drunkenfangschrecke)

Aug 26 '13

mandiminimojo:

Finally finished! I told you guys I’d do a Bad Batter C: Think I’m gonna 3D print this out at work oohhhhhmmaaaan!!

I’m really enjoying sculpting OFF monsters… there’s just so much room for interpretation. It’s fun. :D 

hey um like if I offered digital sculpting commissions would there be any interest in that or…?

Aug 26 '13
kahoru51:

「It’s mine」

kahoru51:

「It’s mine」

Aug 26 '13
plopiroom:

Le Batteur et Zacharie.
At first I wanted to draw the Batter, but Zacharie sneaked on the drawing…

Bref, mon premier dessin de OFF u_u…

plopiroom:

Le Batteur et Zacharie.

At first I wanted to draw the Batter, but Zacharie sneaked on the drawing…

Bref, mon premier dessin de OFF u_u…

Aug 26 '13

nautiluslegacy:

off is a vry srs game

Aug 26 '13

itsadavejohnlife:

I don’t know if anyone else noticed this, but… one of the Elsen workers was hiding three jokers in his bed.

Not only did his reluctance, and poor ability to lie, hint that he may not be allowed to own Jokers, but it also acknowledges that he knows the Spectres are bad, despite the Director’s reassurance that they can live in harmony.

Since it is unlikely that he would be planning to use them on himself, as you cannot utilize it if you are dead, he was probably going around and reviving people who fell victim to the Spectres malevolence.

It makes me really sad to see that he never got to use them.

"I guess it’s better like that."

Aug 26 '13
sillyandquiteawkward:

someone take photoshop away from me

sillyandquiteawkward:

someone take photoshop away from me

Aug 26 '13
Aug 26 '13
Aug 26 '13
kahoru51:

「BATTEEEEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!!!!」

kahoru51:

「BATTEEEEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!!!!」